Since being home from the hospital I can’t say that I’ve had very many great days. I have quite a bit of pain from the tumors in my liver. I also have “tumor fevers”. I get fevers and overall feel achy and miserable. Usually leads up to sweats that soak whatever clothes and how ever many layers I’m wearing. Finding comfort isn’t always easy. I do have some kick ass pain meds, but I don’t want to feel zapped out all the time either.
So my days lately have consisted of watching TV, sleeping or doing a jigsaw puzzle while listening to NPR. I try to get some “exercise” in. That usually means going to the store with MJ or walking around the garden.
I very much enjoy getting e-mail and messages from everyone, but I feel bad that I don’t always have the energy to respond. Please know I really do appreciate all of you checking in though. Hopefully things will start to turn around and I will feel well enough to get back to everyone.
I’d be lying if said I wasn’t scared shitless.
Fear of the unknown. Not knowing what kind of reaction I’m going to have. They have a list of common side effects, but EVERYONE reacts differently.
I’ve heard the first couple of rounds aren’t too bad. We’ll see.
Please check in with me my warriors. It may take me a little bit to get back to you or my response might be very light, but I do love hearing from everyone. Now is the time to get that makeup on and start kicking ass!
I love you all!